Please send your good thoughts

Grandad had a heart attack and is currently having internal bleeding.

I pray that his condition isn’t life threatening.

Please send some positive thoughts his way.

update: Doctors finally able to stop the bleed. Now to wait for him to recover and off he goes to a cardiologist.

I want!

tiffany-novo

I first saw this ring on the Tiffany & Co website. Promptly fell in love. And I do mean LOVE! Went to Singapore and had the chance to try the ring! OMG nearly fainted. It looked perfect on my hand. So hubby, if you’re reading this. I am very shamelessly asking you to get me this ring…… or something similar. BUT preferably this one. =p

Here’s what I want. I won’t be too demanding. *evil laugh*
Color: F
Clarity: VVs1
Carat: 0.5

Wahahaha… Cannot imagine how much it would cost. I don’t think he can afford it but a girl can dream. Big sigh……

I am SO materialistic!!

That aside, I cannot believe this will be my final year in Melbourne. I think I’ve pretty much made up my mind to leave Australia after I graduate. If only the government didn’t make it so tough to get a PR, I might stay and wait but at least 3 years for a PR with no guarantee of getting it is a bit too much. I think leaving may be a better choice.

It’s scary to think that I’ll graduate in 10 months. Certified Chiropractor!! Call me Dr B!!

Oh, and I’m almost certain that I’ve landed a job back home. Well, not like he has a choice because there are no local chiros! =p It seems so surreal that I’m getting everything so easily. If anything I should keep reminding myself not to be complacent and take things for granted. I don’t want him to be disappointed and feel that he’s forced to hire me because there are no other better applicants around (which is partly true)……

Just gotta keep focused.

Lets hope this year will be an awesome one!

idiocy

Some ppl have a lot of growing up to do.
A LOT is an understatement.

I wonder about your upbringing. I really do. Maybe you’ve been dropped on your head as a kid.
Boo hoo.
I pity your parents to have a kid like you.

So you think you can be rude and just laugh about it?
Who the FUCK do you think you are?
It’s ok.
Ppl like you are meant to crash to burn.
When that happens who will be the one laughing then?

So delete you I shall.
I ain’t taking this shit from you.
You’ve been lucky I’ve been playing nice.
Too bad. Ain’t happening no more.

Lets see how you deal with everything on your own.
You piece of shit.

with hope comes disappointment

Happy 2010!

Yes, I know I’m very late but better late than never.

2010…… Why am I unhappy?

Have I changed? Has he changed?

Almost everyday I hear that another friend has gotten married. I start to wonder if I will ever get married. When will it be my turn to walk down the isle?

More importantly, why am I so unhappy in my current state?

I really cannot remember when was the last time I truly enjoyed his company.

He’s not what he used to be.

I am not what I used to be.

I’ve come to realize all the things that I loved about him I now start to despise. Is he what I really want? Am I able to withstand the pressure that comes with being with him?

As of late I have been disappointed over and over again. Were my expectations unreasonably high?

Sigh…… I’m drowning.

Maybe I’m better off alone.

SPCA

I’ve always wondered whether KK has an animal shelter. It wasn’t until I found a lost puppy that I started to actively search for one.

Not that I wanted to give the pup away but it made me think about other lost/unwanted pets. Not every dog will be lucky enough to come across a good home. Especially lost/stray dogs.

I’m relieved to stumble across SPCAKK while searching online for proper dog care. It’s a small shelter but better small than none.

SPCAKK

Please help stop animal cruelty.

=.=

I was wondering why my luggage is so light this time around……

……

……

And then I got a call from mom and dad.

I FORGOT TO BUY THEM THEIR STUFF!

And it’s a bloody long list of things, might I add.

=(

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getting there

I passed my exams.

I cannot believe that it will indeed be my final year next year! After so many years. I’m finally at the home stretch. Feeling both relieved and scared. Am I really ready for the world?

Going home soon.

Hello, people. I miss ya’ll.

inside you

What would it feel like if you woke up one morning and realized that you’re mute and unable to move. You still feel pain, your thoughts are intact, you want to speak out but your lips are unable to move, you try to mutter but your vocal cords are paralysed. Scary isn’t it? Locked in your own body.

This is what I’ve been up to as of late. Reading about people suffering from brain conditions.

Fascinating.

of little animals

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picture taken from google

Was in a study frenzy when I looked out my window and saw this little thing sitting in a shade out in the backyard. I thought it was strange that it was sitting on the floor not moving. I went out to have a look and realised that it was injured but it managed to fly away.

2 days later I looked out my window and saw it again. Sitting on the same spot looking wet and miserable. I knew I just had to do something! I didn’t want it to end up as cat food. I went out with a towel in hand ready to catch it. It was so weak it could barely run from me. =(

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Had to do a quick run to Coles to get some bird food. This is it all fluffed up and looking so miserable!

I don’t know whether I was being naive but I had hoped that it would slowly regain it’s strength and be set free. Sad to say it died the next morning. Right in front of my eyes, I saw it struggling for it’s final few breaths.

I am still quite distraught over it but at least I did what I can.

It’s never easy seeing the passing of a life. Sigh……

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I buried it under this tree in my backyard, close to where I found it.

RIP little one.

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