August 24, 2008 at 6:31 pm (emo, of life, thoughts)
This is what I’ve been like for the past few days. Alone, miserable and abandoned.
A friend asked me what my problem was. I’m happy one day, angry the next, then I’m happy again then sad the next day. You know what? I don’t know what’s going on. I just don’t. All I know is that I didn’t use to be this way.
I’m in a dark, dark place at the moment and I’m not quite sure how I’m going to get myself out of the darkness.
Maybe it’s all the insecurities that I’m feeling that’s making me lash out. I’m not sure.
Sigh…… I want to be left alone and yet I want to be picked up. But I feel that I’m not ready to be picked up just yet.
I’ll be on a hiatus while I try to sort things out.
Sigh……
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August 22, 2008 at 6:32 pm (thoughts)
Came across this on Keen’s site so I’ve decided to give it a go since it looks so cool and I’m bored.
Type your answer to the questions into a flickr search.
Using only the first page, pick an image.
Copy and paste each of the urls in the Mosaic Maker.
- What is your first name?
- What is your favorite food?
- What high school did you go to?
- What is your favorite color?
- Who is your celebrity crush?
- What is your favorite drink?
- What is your dream vacation?
- What is your favorite dessert?
- What do you want to do when you grow up?
- Who/ what do you love most in life?
- Choose one word that describes you?
- What is your Flickr name?
1. Wong 2.Durian 3.TTSS 4.Purple 5.Heath Ledger 6.Coffee 7.Europe 8.Cheesecake 9.Loving wife 10.Sean Thong 11.Dreamer 12.beckie_wong
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August 22, 2008 at 11:06 am (of life, university)
Tags: excited
Finally received an email for grad application. I can’t believe how fast time flies. Can’t believe that I’m about to graduate! Has it really been 4 years?!
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August 20, 2008 at 6:40 pm (relationships)
Tags: content
So I’ve told him many times thank goodness he’s as patient as he is otherwise we would’ve had so many arguments.
The past few days I’ve been nothing but ugly and there he was patiently waiting until I’m through whatever tantrum it was I was throwing. I snap at him, give him the silent treatment, blame him on whatever it was I could find to blame and there he was just taking it all in silently, never once raising his voice or showing that he was frustrated.
This is why I love him so.
One thing that I’d like to tell him.
Thank you!
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August 17, 2008 at 8:49 pm (relationships)
I miss the baby soh soh soh muchie.
Only. 3. Months. To. Go.
I think I’m going to die before then. Die from missing him.
10 months apart is just too long!
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August 17, 2008 at 8:55 am (Uncategorized)
Tags: clothes
I never knew browsing through lingerie catalogue could be so much fun. Especially those that are taken with taste and style not those el cheapo ones where it has ‘fuck me’ written all over the model’s faces. That said, I actually bought a set from Victoria’s Secret. It’s not too expensive ‘cept for the shipping that costs 2/3 of my item! Can’t wait for it to arrive in the mail!!
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August 14, 2008 at 8:52 pm (emo, relationships)
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August 11, 2008 at 5:14 pm (Uncategorized)
Watching the Olympics, men’s 10m platform synchronized swimming.
*Wash eyes wash eyes*
Nice muscular body, oooooh look at that abs! Top that off with super tight swimming gear. Oh, and did I mention that it’s tiny? MMmmm…….
*wash eyes wash eyes*
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August 9, 2008 at 10:34 pm (emo)
Am feeling like the shits.
Leave me alone.
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August 2, 2008 at 4:38 pm (relationships)
Tags: content
It’s not until you stop and take a look that you realize just how lucky you are to have her just as I to have him. Really. Just stop and think about the things they would do for us. Would we ever want things any other way? My answer is no and I would guess yours would be the same. No relationship is without its’ flaws but since we’ve already made a choice to be with that person we should learn to accept and tolerate their flaws instead of bagging them every time they do something wrong. Our flaws? We need to learn to appreciate what we’ve got before our eyes. After all, there isn’t any other person that’s like them.
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