March 29, 2009 at 8:19 pm (piggies)
Fresh pellets and clean fleece. Winnie the Pooh! Cute, no?
It still feels weird not being able to see my Girl in the cage, not seeing her climbing on the grids when it’s dinner time wheeking her lungs out, not seeing her hogging the food dish. Sigh…… it’s just not the same anymore.
I miss her.
Top searches on my blog: Gonstead is worthless. =.=”"
March 28, 2009 at 6:28 pm (thoughts)
It would be nice if we could go out more often. =D
Make up and dress pretty. Yup! We should do that more!
March 26, 2009 at 9:45 pm (thoughts)
It’s really gross to have had a bazillion men put their arms around you.
Yuck!
March 17, 2009 at 6:48 pm (university)
When your best isn’t good enough.
How?
I have been studying everyday since uni started and yet it’s still not good enough. There is just simply too much to study and not enough time!!!
I cut my nails really short. So short that it hurts just so I can percuss to how he would like us to and it still isn’t good enough! Shorter! Harder! Hard until my middle finger bruised can! And yet is still not good enough.
How?
Not being able to perfect the ‘rat hole’ because that is the only way to do a proper Gonstead technique. Why must there be only 1 way to adjust?! my wrist hurts to the high heavens when I bend it that way ok. And my parents think the injury I suffered 3 years ago will not affect me. Ah…. right. Try being in my shoes can? Lets see how much pain you can endure before you give up. I tried! I really tried. I bend and bend until my hand goes numb but still not good enough!
How?
How am I going to get through clinical entrance exams?!!!!
How am I going to get through masters?!!!
Well, on the brighter side of things, I finally managed my first cervical break! So exciting.
Sigh……
March 14, 2009 at 9:19 pm (family)
Dad called.
Grandma is not in good shape. The breast cancer has spread to her bone. There’s nothing we can do for her anymore other than to ease her pain and making her as comfortable as possible. It will be hard watching her waste away. She was a force to reckon with before the sickness took over.
So many deaths……
March 14, 2009 at 9:18 am (family, of life)
2009 is proving to be a really difficult year!
Girl died.
Relationships died.
Family issues.
Bf’s medical report showed that he had a terminal disease thank god it was only a false positive!! But there’s still his liver to watch out for. My goodness the 2 weeks that we were waiting for confirmation results to come out are the longest 2 weeks I had to go through.
Grandma was hospitalized last night. She has breast cancer and in the advance stages of Alzheimer’s. We still don’t know how bad the cancer is. Told dad to advise the relatives to get some xray done just so we know how long she’s got left. In the condition that she is in, there is no way any form of therapy/treatment can be done…… but I still reckon we should at least know how far along the cancer is so we can all prepare ourselves. Lets see that they say about the xrays.
Sigh……
Thins just cannot possibly get worse, right?
March 5, 2009 at 8:01 pm (university)
Now that I’ve received my undergrad cert, I can proudly say horraaaay~!!! I graduated from my degree program! And of course I am now a post grad student!!!!!! I guess the happiness ends there. It’s only been 4 days and the work is already piling up! So help me. I don’t know how I’m going to get through this course. SIGH!
March 2, 2009 at 8:49 pm (decisions! decisions!, of life, relationships)
…… and I WILL bite back.
It’s funny how I’m told to be patient when I have done NOTHING wrong. Yeah, go ahead. Make it sound like it’s all my fault.
BUT!
You know as well as I do that the problem lies not in me but in the person you call your wife. I will from now refer to her as ‘it’ because she doesn’t deserve my respect.
So tell me. Me trying to be friendly and yes, I was patient with its’ temper and making sure I keep my distance…… so tell me what I did was wrong. If that’s wrong then I would’ve continue to be friendly like how I always am with people whom I consider FRIENDS.
What’s my problem? My problem is, and you very much know that I do NOT take shit from ANYONE especially when I didn’t do anything to deserve it. You are considered lucky because it is your wife and because of that I give you face and I shut my trap just so we can all live in peace. So tell me WHAT I DID WRONG!!
I have no rights to get pissed? So you’re saying that I should let it continue to push me around, intentionally make me feel left out in my own turf and have it treat me like some worthless junk because it can and will simply because it is jealous?
Now let me tell you something. NO WAY. If it cannot deal with the fact that we were once an item then it shouldn’t even get married to you in the first place. Better yet. Just have a baby so it’d get off my case. Funny. It having a baby would suddenly make us not once an item? Is this how its’ brain is wired? Then I would highly encourage that you have a baby with it because the longer you put it off? The more likely that more firction is going to build up between us. So since you have been blaming yourself for all the shit it has put me through then go do us all a very vyer good favour. GO HAVE A BABY!!!!
Oh and you know what? Stay off my case. How I treat my FIANCE has got nothing to do with you. Just because you think that I’m senselessly controlling him does not mean that it is the case. I’m pretty sure you don’t have to ‘teach’ him, like you said you were doing to not be afraid of me. Let me make this clear once and for all. He is not afraid of me. He does what I tell him to do out of respect and not out of fear. What does it matter to you anyway? He’s MY fiance and NOT you!!
I will say this one more time. If, that thing you consider your wife continue to attack me without any reason simple because it thinks it can? I’m sorry lah but one more attack and you and that thing are going to be sorry you ever met me. And if you haven’t figured it out by now? I don’t need it for me to survive. That thing on the other hand needs all the friends it can make just so it won’t be so lonely. AAwwwww…. poor thing. NOT!
My stress level is over the roof as it is and you very well know it. So just stop making things my problem when they are not can? If you still call yourself a friend then sort out your own shit before you come pointing fingers at me.
Worst case scenario? I shall snip snip. Snip you and that thing out of my life. Much more easier to do now that the both of you have pissed me off really good.
