VERY annoyed!!

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I have to admit that I was paranoid about swine flu. Thoughts of me getting infected and dying from it floated in my head pretty much all the time. I pretty much got sick of worrying. For one, what can I do about it? It’s out of my control anyway. People have been getting infected even without coming in contact with people who have.

Last I heard Melbourne has at least 800 confirmed cases and only ONE person has died. WITH it. not FROM it. The dude has so many other medical conditions going on so it’s hard to say that the virus caused his death.

So I’ve been hearing that people are giving the ‘@_@ swine flu @_@ swine flu!!!!!!!!!!’ when they heard I was in Melbourne. Oh the horror I am in Melbourne. Please avoid me like a plague. Well, FUCK YOU! Go shove your ignorant ass down the drain. Yah. Actually I got the flu and am going to die but before I do I will infect all of you so you die with me as well. Like c’mon. Gimme a break here can!!

This is just like any other normal flu!! Maybe some people will get sicker than others, some won’t even show symptoms. What makes people think that every single one of them with the virus will die!!!!!!!!! Why don’t they look at the complete picture and not jump to conclusions when they hear the words SWINE FLUUUUUUUUU. This flu has only killed 210 people? OMG more people die in car accidents can? The annual flu season kills more people than this flu!!!!!!! Why is it so bad that people get the virus?! Get immunity now that it’s still mild la you stupid person. What? Want to wait until it mutates into a more deadly strain? That’s when you gotta really worry!

Fuck, I hate ignorant aunties who thinks they know everythingsssss. Shut your trap lor aunties. Won’t die one ok! Better yet talk less. Less chances of inhaling the damn virus.

Then They’ve been saying how KL has a very serious problem. Schools have been shut down. PFT. ROAR. 50 people. FIFTY PEOPLE ONLY!!!!!!!!!! ONE SCHOOL!!!!!!!! Yah. Compared to 810 people? That is nothing. PFT. 50 people and they are panicking! Then don’t go out la. Stay at home where it’s safe. Oh, while you’re at that, please disinfect everything in your house lor. Oh, and please shut your trap so you don’t inhale the virus. Am I repeating myself?

Stupid ignorant aunties.

Getting on my nerves.

Big deal if you have it! Just stay at home for 1 week. Quarantine. Then you’ll get better. The sun will shine, roses will bloom. Little pygmies will come out to play.

ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

miserable

I’m at the brink of depression.

It’s just one thing after the other.

I need a break.

The paaaaainnnnn…….. =(

happy birthday to me

Yup. One year older. Feel so weird to say I am 24 this year. Omg 6 more years and the big 3 zero!!!!! NOOOOO………….

Anyway, no time to celebrate. Huge written paper tomorrow. =(

is it just me?

Or is this exam easier than the ones before? Hm……

I hope I’m not in over my head.

I can’t wait ’till it’s all over. I just want to vege out and play the sims and not use my brain for awhile.

Yup yup.

p/s: In a few weeks I’ll officially be able to treat patients. So scary.

in with nothing, out with hell

A patient came in with lower cervical pain.

Xrays were ordered and some consodilation in the upper lung fields was detected.

Suspected apical lung tumour.

Scary to think that what might be a simple neck pain may turn out to be lung cancer.

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After Lily came back from the vet I saw the 2 piglets laying on the hay side by side.

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Maybe they’re finally learning to love each other.

I just totally adore pigs.

barely pulling through

It hurts pretty bad.

But I’ll somehow have to manage.

There’s still hope.

closure at last

I finally have pictures of my Girl. It was hard going through them but I guess it’s something that I needed to do. I feel bad enough that I wasn’t there for her in her final moments, that the hands that were comforting her were not mine.

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Girl was an inquisitive pig. Kepoh, almost. She was there to greet me every morning as I walk past the cage and when I came back home. She’s the only one out of the 3 pigs that would lick my fingers, the only pig that would lie quietly on my lap and watch tv with me. She’s the only one that would make bubbly noises to tell you she was content, the only one that would nudge you to tell you she needed to go potty. She had a ticklish spot on her left upper front leg. She’d pretty much turn belly up whenever I tickle her there.

You could never make her do what she didn’t want to do. I remember a couple of times where I forced her to eat her vegetables and carrots and she would take non of it. She’d rip them up into little pieces to show her protest.

She hates having her ass touched which gave me great pleasure. I must say, it’s fun to annoy her sometimes.

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I’m pretty sure this is her checking out the other pig in the hidey. I love it when she does that. She’d streeeeeeeetch out so much just to have a peek inside. It’s funny how she does that. Look at that perky ass.

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Look at her. Only a few weeks old and is already a poser! It seems like yesterday when I went to the pet shop in the city and picked her out. She has mites and fungus which scared the living lights out of me, being a new piggie mommy and all. Her first few vet visits were not good experiences. They had to do a skin scrape to check whether there was any mites and it hurt her. My heart dropped when she screamed her little baby lungs out in pain.

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They seemed like best buddies, no? But they actually had a difficult start. I remember when I first introduced Lily to Girl all hell broke loose and Girl was trying to run away from Lily and somehow managed to get her head stuck in a grid and my god, you’d think that she was screaming bloody murder. I panicked to no end that night.

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This was shortly before she passed. She’s been through so much with me, through so much ups and downs and it’s just not right not having her here with me anymore.

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Good bye little one. I hope you’re not giving other piggies a hard time up there. You’ll always be in my heart. Always……

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My poor darling is sick. UTI. Peeing blood. =(

I hope I can get an appointment with the vet tomorrow.

Sigh……  =(

a little gift to myself

I am feeling really down as of late so I hauled my ass down to Gucci with some friends and got a little present for myself. Of course I wouldn’t normally go to those atas shops but since Gucci is on sale, might as well.

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A bag charm. Love the purple and the gold. It would look nice on my Gucci tote but I decided to use it as a key chain. My old one broke that morning while I was trying to pull out my key.  =( It’s a sign. Must. Get. A. New. Key chain.

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It’s meant for the bag!, he said. But I don’t care. It is what I want it to be and I say it is a key chain.

This post is absolutely pointless.