I REALLY REALLY REALLY, REALLY HATE BEING LIED TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it’s nice
September 14, 2009 at 8:09 pm (thoughts)
To have friends walk into your room and says that it’s cozy.
=D
crash boom bang
September 8, 2009 at 10:54 pm (of life)
I find myself pulling away.
Don’t really know why I’m acting this way, really because I want to be able to feel good about things. I guess I’m just not there yet.
Things were, for once going well. Up until……
Then everything came crashing down.
Don’t know what I’m feeling. So confused.
More than anything I really wish there was someone with me here. Right now.
It’ll be nice to have someone to lean onto once in awhile.
life’s a breeze…… not.
September 4, 2009 at 12:54 pm (of life, travel)
Sydney came and went though I wish it didn’t have to. I’m quite glad we bonded so well over the trip. Ever since I could remember I disliked being around girls so I really appreciate the friendship I have with them.
We ate, we shopped, we went places, we went through ‘hardships’ together. Trust me. Walking under a cloudless sky with a glaring sun for 40 minutes with hardly any shade is NOT fun! They should plant more trees in Sydney!
This is the view from our apartment. 68th floor. Nice, huh? We would’ve been paying $900+ for this place if it wasn’t for MT. =D
I’m quite disappointed with everything as of late. I was really looking forward to getting into clinic and start treating patients, learn new things, touching up on my techniques. How wrong was I to expect anything. I thought I had a pretty good clinician but it turns out that she’s only good to the people she likes. I thought I finally found good friends, friends that I could rely on no matter what. How wrong I was. I’m surrounded by messed up people. That’s for sure.
Just one more year. One more year and I’m out of here. I cannot wait.
I know I should be focusing on the positives but it’s really hard to do right now when nothing is going right. Sigh…… Where’s a shoulder when you need one?
