bite me……

…… and I WILL bite back.

It’s funny how I’m told to be patient when I have done NOTHING wrong. Yeah, go ahead. Make it sound like it’s all my fault.

BUT!

You know as well as I do that the problem lies not in me but in the person you call your wife. I will from now refer to her as ‘it’ because she doesn’t deserve my respect.

So tell me. Me trying to be friendly and yes, I was patient with its’ temper and making sure I keep my distance…… so tell me what I did was wrong. If that’s wrong then I would’ve continue to be friendly like how I always am with people whom I consider FRIENDS.

What’s my problem? My problem is, and you very much know that I do NOT take shit from ANYONE especially when I didn’t do anything to deserve it. You are considered lucky because it is your wife and because of that I give you face and I shut my trap just so we can all live in peace. So tell me WHAT I DID WRONG!!

I have no rights to get pissed? So you’re saying that I should let it continue to push me around, intentionally make me feel left out in my own turf and have it treat me like some worthless junk because it can and will simply because it is jealous?

Now let me tell you something. NO WAY. If it cannot deal with the fact that we were once an item then it shouldn’t even get married to you in the first place. Better yet. Just have a baby so it’d get off my case. Funny. It having a baby would suddenly make us not once an item? Is this how its’ brain is wired? Then I would highly encourage that you have a baby with it because the longer you put it off? The more likely that more firction is going to build up between us. So since you have been blaming yourself for all the shit it has put me through then go do us all a very vyer good favour. GO HAVE A BABY!!!!

Oh and you know what? Stay off my case. How I treat my FIANCE has got nothing to do with you. Just because you think that I’m senselessly controlling him does not mean that it is the case. I’m pretty sure you don’t have to ‘teach’ him, like you said you were doing to not be afraid of me. Let me make this clear once and for all. He is not afraid of me. He does what I tell him to do out of respect and not out of fear. What does it matter to you anyway? He’s MY fiance and NOT you!!

I will say this one more time. If, that thing you consider your wife continue to attack me without any reason simple because it thinks it can? I’m sorry lah but one more attack and you and that thing are going to be sorry you ever met me. And if you haven’t figured it out by now? I don’t need it for me to survive. That thing on the other hand needs all the friends it can make just so it won’t be so lonely. AAwwwww…. poor thing. NOT!

My stress level is over the roof as it is and you very well know it. So just stop making things my problem when they are not can? If you still call yourself a friend then sort out your own shit before you come pointing fingers at me.

Worst case scenario? I shall snip snip. Snip you and that thing out of my life. Much more easier to do now that the both of you have pissed me off really good.

pampered

damier speedy

So I thought one bag wasn’t enough…… after all this is Europe we’re talking about! And it’s cheaper to get LV’s there!!!

And so…… a Speedy 30 in Damier canvas is the other bag I got.

I know…… shame on me. Spending so much money on bags but a woman CAN NOT get enough handbags! Especially designer handbags! Teehee.

I REALLY can’t wait to go home now. I hope baby won’t hold my other 2 babies hostage. =p

update

Been MIA due to laziness.

Things are starting to get busy around here and I’m feeling the stress already. Almost every week starting week 4 until the end of the semester I’ve either got a test or an assignment due. Talk about getting screwed over. Sigh…… I hope I graduate.

Baby’s going home soon. This has been the longest 3 weeks ever. On a happier note, he’s got me a LV wallet. =D Sweets. Now to think about how to utilize 2 wallets at the same time. Gah.

I’ve got more things to say but I conveniently forgot them. Ah well……

stuck in the middle

Stuck between friends and someone whom you presumably love.

Which would it be? To have the world go against you or to have you go against the world?

It’s a lose-lose situation. To know that something needs to be done and not knowing how to go about it and of course the unwillingness to accept the consequence of such actions.

What to do?

What to do?

I don’t want to have to lose anyone.

Either way, I foresee armageddon!!

What to do……

What to do……