life’s a breeze…… not.

Sydney came and went though I wish it didn’t have to. I’m quite glad we bonded so well over the trip. Ever since I could remember I disliked being around girls so I really appreciate the friendship I have with them.

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We ate, we shopped, we went places, we went through ‘hardships’ together. Trust me. Walking under a cloudless sky with a glaring sun for 40 minutes with hardly any shade is NOT fun! They should plant more trees in Sydney!

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This is the view from our apartment. 68th floor. Nice, huh? We would’ve been paying $900+ for this place if it wasn’t for MT.  =D

I’m quite disappointed with everything as of late. I was really looking forward to getting into clinic and start treating patients, learn new things, touching up on my techniques. How wrong was I to expect anything. I thought I had a pretty good clinician but it turns out that she’s only good to the people she likes. I thought I finally found good friends, friends that I could rely on no matter what. How wrong I was. I’m surrounded by messed up people. That’s for sure.

Just one more year. One more year and I’m out of here. I cannot wait.

I know I should be focusing on the positives but it’s really hard to do right now when nothing is going right. Sigh…… Where’s a shoulder when you need one?

off i go

Leaving for Sydney tomorrow!

Not going to let all the drama prevent myself from having fun.

came and went

The hubby came and went. Sucks how time has to fly by so quickly when you’re having fun. I have never traveled so much in the 6 years that I am here. Sigh…… Feels so incredibly lonely since he left. 10 days of pure TLC and being taken care of. I want more of that!!!!

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We’ve done some pretty incredible things, by my standards anyway. Those that know me well knows just how much I am afraid of heights. And there we were on the 88th floor of Eureka Tower, confined in a glass box that was projected out of the building with clear glass walls and floor. I was so afraid the sweat from my palm was pretty much dripping down the hand rail! It was worth it though. =D The view…… THE VIEW!!! And amazing just now encouraging the man was the whole time, and his poor arm. I had a death grip on it!

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So I had a great idea to drive to Great Ocean Road. I had the GPS, the weather cleared up. Everything was puuurfect! …… until the GPS decided to fail me. >.< We got lost, kinda. Missed most of the scenic route!!! After 5 hours, we finally got there. PHEW! I don’t think I’ll ever want to do this again. It is soooooo tiring! Everything else was perfect though. It wasn’t too cold, the weather was amazing!

Besides sight seeing. We ate. And ate. And ate. And ate even more. I’ve pretty much gained back all the weight I’ve tried to shed since last year. =(

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I’ve been feeling quite depressed since he left. You hear so many people saying things like how you discover more about your partner with each passing day and that feeling never fades? So true. I thought I understood him pretty well but this trip made me realize just how much more of a man he is! After so many failed relationships I think I can now say that I’ve hit jackpot!

He is so incredibly patient. So incredibly encouraging. He loves me! TONS! A bonus I’ve always hoped for is that he can cook!!! And he loves my pigs. Adores them! I didn’t even have to request that he play with them. It was the first thing he wanted to do when he stepped foot into the house. How sweet is that? To have a man love the things you hold close to your heart. =D

All the frustrations and feeling of uncertainty about the relationship just melted away. I didn’t have to even bring up any concerns and his actions pretty much proved me wrong. I think I’ll have to learn to switch my mind off. Thinking too much is really not the way to go.

I miss him.

So so much!

hello cambodia

I’m off to Cambodia!

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Can stop giving me weird looks. I’m not off the save world and I sure as heck won’t be bringing back kids like Jolie.

I’m there to see historical buildings such as this.

See ya’ll in a week.