August 23, 2009 at 8:28 pm (food)
picture taken from Jav’s phone.
We went on a chocolate frenzy today. 3 choc cakes, choc drinks, ice cream, that thingo I can’t remember what it was called that they cooked on master chef.
It’s not just any choc. It’s all the goodness that is Lidnt.
In fact we had so much choc, I think I’m pretty much set for the next half of the year.
Ah…… content.
August 21, 2009 at 3:50 pm (emo)
With all the air disasters that’s been broadcasted on TV, is it any wonder that I develop a fear of flying?
Especially with Qantas.
So mom’s been bagging me about my diva-ness of choosing the most expensive flight there is out there and my want to travel to places that I often go to. SO WHAT?
Just to make her happy I pretty much canceled all my travel plans and am stuck with traveling with them for 8 days. To be honest, I don’t really care about the relatives in China. I’ve only seen them ONCE in my 24 years of existence. I don’t get what they’re saying most of the time and neither do they. I doubt they even remember my existence! Fucking tiring to try to act nice to people I don’t really care about.
And to make her happy again, I’ll fly with Qantas. Just ’cause it’s rm600 cheaper.
If I die, I die. Who cares?! Money more important.
Fucking pissed.
August 18, 2009 at 9:19 pm (thoughts)
I had a lot to blog about.
BUT conveniently forgot what it was.
=s
I’ve been having dreams of grandma lately. Still saddens me deeply every time I think about her. =(
My hair is growing!! Real quick. Time to get myself a curling iron.
I should be studying but my mind just isn’t where it should be.
Oh, and I’m so proud of the hubby. His generosity is astounding at times.
=D
August 13, 2009 at 9:45 pm (thoughts)
I don’t have many girl friends.
It’s true when they say females judge each other too much. I do that. I’m very selective of which female friends I let get close.
I’m really glad that the few I consider my girl friends feel the same.
Quality people sure are hard to come by.
=D
August 9, 2009 at 5:07 pm (thoughts)
Attached was a picture of the peeps enjoying meatballs in Ikea.
I feel so loved.
=s
August 8, 2009 at 7:32 pm (university)
For the first time today I didn’t have a 5th year in with me during patient visits. It’s not as daunting as I thought it would be. As a matter of fact I think I fair better without a 5th year. I depended on her too much. Now that she’s not there I just HAVE to make things work! Which I did. =D
I’m quite proud of myself.
Slowly and surely. I’m getting there. Another 2 and a half semesters to go and I’m outta here!
August 7, 2009 at 7:54 pm (emo, university)
File reports
Referral letters
Clinic journal
Pain management journal
CAPP journal
Tute journal
Xray interpretaion
Xray positioning
Clinic evaluation
Presentation every other week
………
This semester is turning out to HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not to mention the amount of reading that has to be done! My new bedtime story book – Yochum and Rowe (skeletal radiology).
I feel suffocated. The amount of uni work AND house work that’s piled up, not to mention taking care of senior piggies with lumps. Not funny.
I want to beat the crap out of someone.
Volunteer, anyone?
July 30, 2009 at 9:44 pm (piggies)
Took my babies to the vet today. Lily’s lump apparently is a cyst. BUT it’s been left there for so long that it’s started to calcify. =.= And the calcium deposits kept blocking up the syringe so the vet couldn’t get much out of it. Poor darling got jabbed twice! She was a brave trooper. =D Didn’t even scream out in pain. Hopefully with some antibiotics and really soft poo (YUCK!) later the lump will disappear!
Yung on the other hand. She has the piggy equivalent of breast cancer. They don’t know whether it’s benign or malignant but we won’t operate until it starts bothering her considering the wound will be on tummy where it drags on the floor when she walks and it’s easily accessible. It’s gonna be a problem with wound healing. And of course her age. She’s no young piggy. It’s heart breaking knowing that she has something potentially life threatening. She’s gone through so much already!!
=(
Life is just unfair sometimes.
July 29, 2009 at 8:35 am (of life)
Have been MIA as of late.
So what have I been up to?
Sick! Possible swine flu. I kid you not. At least the worst is over. Fever is down but I’m getting some pretty bad reflux from the antibiotics.
Uni started last week and it’s crazy. Absolute madness the amount of work that is required out of us! Whoever said year 3 is bad? Pft. Masters is totally crazy! It’s only week 2 and I already have a presentation. =(
I am in white now. =D I’m starting to treat in the student clinic. Totally made a mess of myself last week. I thought I would be excited to enter clinic but now that I’m there, I’m feeling overwhelmed and drained. Where has all the hype and excitement gone? Wednesdays and Saturdays are such a drag now. Cannot wait until I’m over and done with the course. I just want to chill and not do anything for awhile.
I’m currently watching this cantonese series. In it there’s a lady that has Alzheimer’s Disease. That brought back so much memories of grandma. Sigh…… There was this scene where she peed on herself in a dressing room. I cried when I watched that because grandma too forgot what the toilet was for and peed on the bedroom floor.
I miss grandma.
Piggies are going to the vet on Thursday for a checkup. Oh lumpy lumps. Please go away.
Parker’s start this weekend! Am quite excited. Really need this little pick me up seminar.
July 21, 2009 at 7:05 pm (piggies, university)
I found a lump on the piggies. Both. =(
Lily’s appear to be fairly mobile. I’m just assuming its an abscess.
Yung’s on the other hand is less mobile and is tender to the touch. I’m really praying that it’s nothing serious. Have made an appointment with the vet on Thursday.
It’s really emotionally draining to have one thing happen after the next. Not to mention the financial burden. I’ve gotten an estimate from the nurse that it might cost me anywhere from $300-600 for a pig. I will be so fucking broke. Seriously so broke. Please please please let it be a straight forward problem. I don’t think I can afford the vet bills.
Sometimes we do things that we think are for the best but I’ve come to realize what might be a good idea at that time does not equate to a good idea in the long run.
People annoy me. They seriously do.
I am officially in white. Meaning I get full patient privileges. I am so scared. I hope I get nice patients in tomorrow.
